Rock Bottom
Wow that is me, drink alone at home. If you are not at that point you are so lucky ,that is pretty much rock bottom, no more pleasure in it, and all the old time alcoholics with years of drinking under their belt that I know, this is how they ended the last years of drinking. If you can stop the insanity before you become insane you will have saved yourself so much pain and heartache. AA is a wonderful place and so many younger people are getting it together before they end up like me..